Sunday, March 10, 2013

Thank God that's over. (I hope)


    I just love  a good herx. One of my favorite things to go through. NOT. This time I had various symptoms as described in last couple of posts. It went on for about three or four days. Don't tell my doctor, but I stopped my meds. two days early because I could not take the nausea. Even though, I experienced the herx full through. I think. I am still uncomfortable and my left shoulder and neck have a severe burning sensations. So, it may not be over, or it may be an 'episode' that will go on for a while. I just never know.
   What I do know is that it feels good to move on from the nausea because that is one thing I can't take. There is nothing one can do to get away from it. Same with a fever. It makes me unable to function. And, even after all these years, I still take a day or so to realize it's the fever making me feel bad. My fevers run from 99 - 102. (my normal temp is 97.4) As soon as the fever lifts I have energy. So I go like crazy, then up pops the fever again. One of these days I'll learn to lay low long enough to really be well before I get going again. My fever lifted yesterday, came back last night, and now today seems to be gone, although I overdid it today again. It's just that it is so hard to be the one (for years, and in my case decades), who is too tired, too sick, too stiff, too feverish, too brain dead to be of any good to anyone. I believe even above the very serious pain I have been in, not being able to help, to feel like I am contributing, is the hardest thing.

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Add sweats to that


     Nausea, yes. low grade fever, yes. confusion, yes. clumsiness, yes.
     sweats, yes. Soaks between my ribs, yes.
     Herx, YES.
     Menopause, no. I know my herxes.
     Go, body, go! Fight, fight, fight!

Friday, March 8, 2013

Makes me Nauseous

nausea. nausea. nausea. nausea. vomit. nausea. nausea. ginger tea. nausea. sleep. wake nauseous. nausea. nausea, nausea.....

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

I'm Tired



       I haven't been feeling great for a while, those bugs must have become active during my holiday.  It amazes me that after all the years of treatment, time, and all the money spent, that they still live in me! Gross!
      Apparently, as I mentioned before, the thought is, that I am still harboring bio-films. The hardest place to root out spirochetes is from inside a bio-film. I have no idea, truthfully, but I picture the bio-film as being somewhat like frogs eggs in a pond. A covering that is viscus, gel like, and strong. Every once in a while, something triggers my symptoms to raise their ugly head, because spirochetes have exited the biofilm, and are munching. It can be any symptom, depending I suppose, where ever the spirochete lives, it will start there for nourishment. I wish I could pin point them in my brain so I could see the area where they are vs. the symptoms I have.
     This time around I have had just no energy at all. I wanted to sleep all the time. I have pain in my neck and shoulder. Always a sign that a 'good one' is coming. Yesterday I spent the day in bed with more nausea than I knew what to do with. Epsom Salt baths every night roots them out, but risks a herx, or increase one already in progress. But then, that's the name of this game.
 

Thursday, February 28, 2013

RIP

  All of a sudden I am receiveng these type of reports.

  RIP George and Jonalyn Strobes, of Texas. Late stage Lyme suicides. July 2010.

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