Wednesday, March 6, 2013

I'm Tired



       I haven't been feeling great for a while, those bugs must have become active during my holiday.  It amazes me that after all the years of treatment, time, and all the money spent, that they still live in me! Gross!
      Apparently, as I mentioned before, the thought is, that I am still harboring bio-films. The hardest place to root out spirochetes is from inside a bio-film. I have no idea, truthfully, but I picture the bio-film as being somewhat like frogs eggs in a pond. A covering that is viscus, gel like, and strong. Every once in a while, something triggers my symptoms to raise their ugly head, because spirochetes have exited the biofilm, and are munching. It can be any symptom, depending I suppose, where ever the spirochete lives, it will start there for nourishment. I wish I could pin point them in my brain so I could see the area where they are vs. the symptoms I have.
     This time around I have had just no energy at all. I wanted to sleep all the time. I have pain in my neck and shoulder. Always a sign that a 'good one' is coming. Yesterday I spent the day in bed with more nausea than I knew what to do with. Epsom Salt baths every night roots them out, but risks a herx, or increase one already in progress. But then, that's the name of this game.