prt. 4

     During these years of treatment, there was virtually no immune support for me. I knew to take probiotics and eat well, but supplements were a foreign language to me. Neither doctor I saw, my family physician or my specialist, suggested building my cell strength. Nor did I.
     As the years went on and I worked through the herxing and detoxing on the road to healthy stretches of time. The night sweats stopped. The joint pain lessened probably 90%. The fevers all but went away. I was feeling much better. Even my allergies went away. Weird, but true.
     It was in the second year of this treatment I left work. I had no income but was unable to do the job I was hired to do. As a special Education teacher I was involved in numerous meetings, in depth lesson plans for each individual student, and mounds of paper work. I took two medical leaves during my last two years. Each time I thought I could work, and each time as the months went by I felt worse and worse. I had a window of three hours each day. From 9a.m. to 12 noon I was kind of able to perform my job. Then, like a wand of sparkly stuff falling over me I would become too tired to think or talk. Just like that. I wanted to just sit and stare.  (I used to call it the Sit and Stare Disease)It was hard work to make my body get up, walk, and verbally interact with students or adults. I did the best I could and hid it the best I could. I doubt I fooled anyone.
     It was a good decision health wise to leave. work. The 'disease' had robbed me of stamina and ability to multi-task and keep it all straight. After I left I was able to rest a lot, for a very long time. I could feel my energy even out after all the years of 'pushing through' every day. I was also applying for disability.

prt.3

It wasn't too long before I had and apt. with the specialist in Boston. I agreed when I read a number of his published papers which led me to understand he know the disease at an intimate level. At the cellular level. So began a long road of treatment with him. We made the trip to Boston many times in the five years I worked with him. My first visit was the physical, memory tests, and history. He confirmed my diagnosis of Lyme Disease. I was put on a number of oral antibiotics. I knew enough on my own to take probiotics. The treatment symptoms went through a definite cycle of sorts. Mainly, I could feel pain in my bones and inner spine, etc.. Then it would feel like my muscles were sore. After that, My blood, intestines, heart would feel funny until finally my skin would sweat it out. That is a quick synopsis of what took over five years to kind of figure out. There was another cycle to the treatment as well. I went through definite times of pain and Herxing and other times I felt considerably better. It continued like this: the pain cycles were the longest with only a day or so of good days. The pain days grew less as the good days grew more. I could record and mentally track the progress of my improvement, which was a saving grace. When I felt better longer than I felt worse, I stopped going to him. That treatment, which lasted five years, cleared my body of many spirochetes. I could tell by the way my body was able to move, and how I was able to think and follow conversations. And, very importantly, how little pain I was in compared to when I first started. I stayed on this track of about 75% better, for the next couple of years. Certain symptoms just persisted no matter what, it seemed, so I grew tired and let it go.

rabbit path

 I went for a walk in the woods with my daughter and dog Sat.. It was too hot for tick activity. We thought it would be cooler in the woods but it was not. I was careful to choose a trail that is wide and well kept. Usually Preserves and State Parks are good for trails. Many allow leashed dogs. I do use a ceder oil repellent as well as something on my clothes and hat.  I've done one hike a week for the past three weeks. This is actually an improvement over where I began, when lifting a gallon of milk seemed like an impossible task. Never mind walking a dog and keeping up with my daughter! So all I have done may not have been in vain.

Let's skip prt. 3 for today. I am looking out at pouring rain for the umpteenth day. I see lots of overgrown drainage ditches, meadows, lawns, driveways and pathways, a lot of overgrown everything. And everything is wet. Tick heaven. It's at times like this that 'tick movement' occurs most readily. Ticks like wet, high grasses, bushes and tree branches. When everything is wet, they can travel more easily without a hot, dry break in the path, which stops their movement. Ticks do not like hot, dry environments. Today I can look ouside and see possible ways ticks could make it into my yard and gardens and walkways. I will be extra careful to wear my treated clothes when in those areas until they dry out well. We are promised sunshine and hot temperatures soon. This means lawns can get cut, and many other tick pathways will be broken up again. Keeping your lawn and yard trimmed back, so that wet, debris covered areas are out of reach, is a great way to keep ticks away.

prt.2

    In my twenties I noticed I fell asleep during the day, everyday. I had to fight to stay awake long enough to get somewhere I could nap. This concerned me but it was no red flag. My first bout with serious brain fog was in my senior year of highschool. (before 1982) After a literally 10 hr. hike in the middle of the night. I was tired, and life got fuzzy. I figured everyone else there felt the same. Then, after my wedding, I had brain fog for weeks. Beat out only by the months of it after having my two children. Again, I thought everyone in those circumstances felt that way.  Later, after having both kids, when I was feeling tired all the time, I got the famous "you're the mother of two kids, what do you want?". I believed them. I was having a lot of joint pain by then and was noticing I was finding it hard to keep up with everything. I worked as long as I could, up into my forties. So this was a very difficult time in my life.
    By my mid-thirties, I had been having regular fevers, and soaking night sweats to go along with the fatigue, brain fog, and joint pain. I had an exceptional fever at one point and went to my doctor. Except my doctor was not in that day. The P.A. saw my state and the amount of pain I was in. She ordered a Western Blot Lyme Disease Test. I'd never heard of it. I recieved a phone call from the office asking that I come in immediately and speak with the P.A.. I did, and she confirmed I had Lyme disease. Her concern was the test showed both IGg and IGm positive bands, so she thought I might have had this disease for a long time. After this, my own research began and all the pieces of the puzzle started to fall into place.  This P.A. put me in contact with a doctor in Boston who was a specialist. He was her Lyme doctor too.

"My Story" prt. 1

                                            My story is like thousands of other stories out there.

       When I think back on where and when this infection must have started, I cannot attribute any specific event, which is the starting point. I remember ticks being an infrequent visitor to our family growing up.  However, somewhere around 1982, I was living in the Berkshires of Massachusetts. When camping on October Mountain one night, I felt something on my leg. I looked down, you guessed it, a tick. This thing gave me the willies. It was a fully engorged tick, the size of a raisin. Just hangin' there. In our greatest cooperative spirit, my friends and I did everything we could to get this thing off. Pulling, cigarettes, fire poker sticks. Yup. We did everything wrong. That sucker must have been stressed, especially after watching how ticks latch on for dear life this weekend. The tick on my leg was eventually removed, all the way or not I do not know, and it was burned appropriately in the campfire. End of story. For many years.

I just got back from the beautiful lake s region of N.H..  A family cottage of nearly 40 years. Here's the deal; halfway through the weekend, our dog has a tick walking across her forehead. I see it and go in for the kill. But, they are fast! By the time I had pushed the fur away, down to the tick, I watched in fascination as it panicked and began to burrow into Hallie's skin! With Russ's help we got the bugger out before it was very far in. I never realized how desperate they are for a meal.